im depress... and i dunno why?.. i dunno what the heck is happening to me... can somebody tell me... do i need to consult a doctor or what... do i need to take anti-depressant..or think of another way... im afraid to go to the doctor... di ko ata matatanggap na schizo ako... hehehe...well im kinda schizo pero..di naman katulad ng mga tao sa mental no... i think too much... marami akong naiisip... and im afraid to think about my future...kasi opposite lahat ang nangyayari.... hay buhay... der r tym na i blame god... why im still alive and why is this happening to me... i think i should end this one... feeling ko lalo akong nadedepress...hehehe...