My friend is gone Im speechless and I dunno what I should feel right now
Am I happy or feel sad for her. Maybe I feel both
HAPPY because…she doesn’t suffer long… and I know She already accept the fact that shes going to die.
SAD becauseI lost one of my best friend
I shouldnt crybut I cant control it my tears start to fall down in my eyes…
Oh joie im so sorry if I didnt do one of your final wish but I will try and I will try to be normal person again
Thank you my friend for the happy, nonsense and sad memories you shared to me I love you and I hope to see you in the other world
BLESSED BE!. 
Gone but my memories with you is not forgotten.