PrueP3anne

-(-Brand new year-)-

2008-01-19T04:50:00.000-08:00

December 31 – January 1, 2008

Kumpleto kaming buong pamilya this holiday.... kaya masaya....

---- before lunch… nag aya yung 2 sister in law ko na pumunta sa sm… para palitan yung gift ni carlo sa mossimo hindi kasi kasya yung shirt sa kanya. So… nag mall muna kami.. then… after mag sm.. We went to the market to bought some firecrackers at turotot ni vince. Hehehe. Then pag uwi natulog kaming lahat… para pag gising … magluluto na for noche Buena.

Around 6 na ata ako nagising… nakpagluto na nga sila ng carbonara, and nakagawa na sila ng buko gelo… hehehe… kaya… ako na lang ang nag set up ng table sa dining.. grabe kapagod… akyat panaog kasi ako… nasa baba kasi yung mga gamit na gagamitin.. eh gusto nila sa second floor kumain… feeling ko tuloy nabawasan ako ng timbang… hehehehe…

Before mag 12 nag start na kami mag light ng roman candle…nakakatuwa tignan nung mga pamangkin ko… hehehe.. ang saya saya nila.. tapos si vince… kinukulit ang daddy ko… nakahiga kasi sa sofa yung dad ko.. natutulog pa… then.. lalapitan nya sabay hihipan yung turotot… syempre ang daddy ko magigising…then uulitin na naman ni vince… hahaha…

This new year… mas marami kaming handa… himala nga di kami nag padeliver ng pizza this year… handa naming… puro inihaw.. then yung favorite nung pamangkin ko na calamares and my favorite t-bone steak… hehehe…

--my last 3 working days--

2008-01-19T04:42:00.000-08:00

December 27 –back to work

---- nakakaingit ang mga students.. I wish im still a student.. dahil sila hanggang ngayon bakasyon pa… not like me… eto kakakagaling lang sa office…
today, 1st day naming mag live files.. at first nangangapa kami.. buti na lang medyo malinaw ang mga dictator na binigay samin… so far, ayus naman ang mga files.

December 28 - start ng panibagong issue

---- first day in the morning… may issue na… about sa grades na binibigay ng ME sa mga MT… which may cause of a fail production…nagkatampuhan…. May nabwisit hindi nagusap, nagparinigan, at hingit sa lahat… lalong lumaki ang gap…..hay! kailan ba to matatapos…

December 29 – delayed na naman ang sahod!

---- hay!… ang buhay nga naman… nakakapagod na ang ganito… lagi nalang delayed!.. ang masaklap pa nito… mag babagong taon… ni isang kusing walang laman ang bulsa ko!… grrrrrrr…. Sabi ngayon ang sweldo… sad to say….again…. expect the worst!… hay!…

24 - bad and busy day / 25 - worst x-mas day!

2008-01-19T04:36:00.000-08:00

December 24 - 25

Hay! Early in the morning… masama na araw ko… well! Because of my brother…. Nakaschedule na kasi ang araw ko.. tapos malalaman laman ko na di matutuloy yung ga plano ko this x-mas. Grrrrrrr….. why? May itenarary for this day kasi eh.. after ng breakfast im going to makro to buy some food and drink for the noche Buena… so I need a car… putyang ina!… pag gising ko… aalis ang Bro ko at dadalhin nya yung car….dahil ihahatid nya yung sister in law ko sa malabon at diretso na sya sa red box… grrrrrrr… so hindi na natuloy yung pag mamakro ko.. kaya… bawas ang handa para sa noche buena… at dahil walang sasakyan…. Walang bibili ng cake, ng chicken sa kfc. Oh! Diba… ano na lang handa naming sa pasko…leche flan? Putang ina!… sa sobrang asar ko… pati di na rin ako nag padeliver ng pizza!… total 3 lang kami mag nonoche Buena dito sa bahay! Kaya ang noche Buena naming is… lasagna courtesy of Greenwich, ham, hotdog and a lobsterball… at syempre ang leche flan. WORST CHRISTMAS EVER!!!…

NERDRUS- X-MAS PARTY

2008-01-19T04:14:00.000-08:00

December 19, 2007

VENUE: Red Box trinoma

Half day lang kami ngayon sa office… cause its our Christmas party…
Around 6 pm my co-league start packing their things… ang nakakatawa pa nun.. ginagawa nila akong Barbie… waaaaaa… gusto nila akong make-apan… ayusan ng buhok… hahaha… kaasar diba… pero.. syempre di ako pumayag… kahit 4 silang nangungulit… lolz…

At the party:
We decided na sa REDBOX na lang mag celebrate ng x-mas party… (kung san nagwowork yung bro ko). Well… masaya naman… yung party … kahit may konting gap between the am and the pm shift. (a day before the Christmas party kasi.. medyo nagkaroon ng misunderstanding sa 2 shifts…dahil sa issue na UNFAIR!…)

Around 10 pm we decided na mag x-change gift… im so happy… kasi… ang nakuha kong gift eh dolphin… dilang isa… 3 pa sila… yung isa… is a pen holder… na may nakalagay na name ko… yeepee… (ang babaw ko talaga!)…

At the age of 30

2008-01-19T04:00:00.000-08:00

What will happen to me at the age of 30? No one knows about our own future. Some people say, “Only God’s knows”…but I am sorry to say that I don’t believe he knows! Cause for me… we are the one who is responsible to our life, which means… We know what will happen to us in the future.

So, I’m going to answer my question… What will happen to me at the age of 30? At the age of 30 I will die! (Are you shock?) Why? It’s too many reason why. Do I want to share why? I’m sorry to say that I can’t share all the reason. Cause some of you wouldn’t believe me and think that I am stupid or maybe some of you will think… what’s wrong with me… do I have a problem… To tell you the truth, this is the 3rd or 6th time I wrote about my death and all letters are is still with me. I remember one of my Aunties found out about my plan… then she talked to me. She ask me why, the only answer I gave her is a cry. (Fucking shit! My tears are starting to fall.) I admit it my first attempt is a stupid idea. I’m just depressed that day because of so many things and someone wants me to die. So, that night I wrote a letter saying this

11-21-00

“I think its time to end my life. Y? kanina kase 1 of my friend told me na “Mamatay ka na sana!” saying that… makes me think…this is the right time to kill myself. Di ko na kasi kaya lahat ng problem ko nandyan ang studies, family, friends and 3 more problem. Most of my friends think that I am happy in my life cause they think I can have all the things I need… mabibili ko lahat ng gusto ko…by asking money from my parents but that’s not what I need ……”

Months later…

05-01-01

“I don’t know what to do! Basta ang alam ko di ko na kaya. Gusto ko ng mamatay kaya lang… I made a promise that I will get revenge for all the things she did to me... since I was kid… tiniis ko lahat!”

One year before my graduation…

09/2004

“Fucking shit! nahihirapan na ko sa course ko!.. gusto ko ng mamatay!… hindi naman kasi to ang gusto ko eh.. kung hindi lang….sa gusto nya… hindi to ang kukunin ko… I don’t have choice but to take this course dahil… wala naman susuporta sa akin… if ever I choose what I want. Isa lang naman akong laruan na de susi!”

After the board exam…

08/2006

“I want to die! Cause I disappointed my parents… I failed my exam… I hate myself! … I hate all the people around me who’s always keep on asking about my board exam!
Whats wrong with me! hindi ba ko deserving na sumaya. Eto lang naman ang hinihiling ko! I did my best pero anong nangyari… hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko sa buhay ko!
Everytime there’s an occasion and asking my parents about my board exam… lagi ko na lang naririnig sa kanila “Ewan ko ba sa anak kong yan…” I feel na kinahihiya nila ako… because I didn’t passed the exam… buti pa daw si _________ nakapasa… sana daw… may trabaho na ko…blah… blah… blah!”

That’s the one of my 4 entries in my old diary. I think this is enough… for you to know why I want to die! Call me anything you want stupid, idiot, anything… but nothing change…I still want to die!

Now I’m 22, turning 23 next week...I still have 7 years to live…

To all people who read this… I’m begging not to tell this to any of my family members! Cause I don’t want them to talk to me about the past… cause they can’t never change it anymore! They already hurt me… and the wound is deep it can never be healed anymore. Kung baga kung ihahalintulad sa sakit… yung sakit ko…END-STAGE CANCER… wala ng pag asang gumaling pa… kahit anong therapy ang gawin.. kesyo chemo, BMT, at kung ano ano pa… hindi na gagaling!

ang bestfriend kong GAGO!

2008-01-19T03:49:00.000-08:00

While I’m reading my old diary… bigla kong naalala yung GAGO kong best friend… my best friend for almost 6 years who choose his girlfriend than me.

Hindi ako nagsisisi kung bakit ko sya ipinakilala sa girl na yun… maybe they were destined na mag meet. Ang kinagalit ko lang naman kasi is… mas pinaniwalaan nya pa yung girl na ilang buwan or araw ( I dunno kung ilang araw nya lang niligawan yun) nya lang nakikilala kaysa sa akin na since high school eh kakilala nya and he knows na hindi ako nagsisinungaling.

This is not the first time we fight but this is the serious fight we had. I think the first argument is also a about a girl. Sa first fight I’m pretty sure that I am right and tama ang reason ko why I don’t want the girl for him. HALER! Halos lahat ata ng guys sa school eh crush nya eh... except kay ________at sa kanya. We didn’t talk for almost 2 months because of that. Nagkabati lang kami because the girl talked to me and jay called me and everything’s back to normal.

As far as I know… mabait akong kaibigan hindi ako traydor. All of his secrets hindi nakakalabas sa iba except siguro sa barkada… na alam ko naman nashare na nya yun.
If my friend has a problem.. problema ko rin…kahit financial, family, school, etc.

I helped him with academics… and I think kung hindi sa pagpupuyat at pagpapakapagod ko magsulat sa notebook nya at gumawa ng mga special projects nya sa school…. Hindi sya makaka graduate! At kung hindi sa akin… addict na sya (well I think addict na sya ngayon). I also helped him in financial problem. Eh sya ano nagawa nya sa akin? Taena nya… wala… kung di pa ko magtetext sa kanya…na kailangan ko ng kausap… hindi magtetext o hindi magpaparamdam. Problems ko… ni wala nga syang nabigay na payo except na lang siguro nung bigla akong nagparamadam at nagsabi na gusto ko ng mamatay! Napaisip nga ako eh… bestfriend ba nya ko talaga.

Hindi sa panunumbat sa mga nagawa ko sa kanya… pero sana naisip naman nya yung pinagsamahan naming... hinayaan nya na masira yung friendship naming.. because of that flirt stupid girl.. which I think… hanggang sa buong pharma eh kumalat yung issue na yan… I remember my teacher ask me “Anna, bakit mo pinaiyak si _____?” HALER! Pano nila malalaman ang nangyari saming tatlo kung hindi nya sinabi! Putang ina!… grrrrrr…. At bakit sya may lakas ng loob pa syang pumasok ng classroom…na umiiyak! Putang ina kung ako yan!… hindi ako papasok… dahil baka pag tsismisan pa ko!… maybe gusto nyang kaawaan sya at pag tsismisan sya!

Now its been 3 years since that incident…hanggang ngayon hindi pa ko nakikipag usap sa kanya. Sometimes, pag kausap ko yung friend ko… nagkwekwento sya about him... pero… wala na kong paki. Sinasabi ko lang, “bahala na sya sa buhay nya.” Naalala ko last year I think November 18 yun one of my friend texted me asking “If ever na bigyan kayo ng pagkataon na mag usap at mag bati… gagawin mo ba?” ang sagot ko “ayokong magsalita ng tapos dahil baka balang araw isuka ko rin yung sinabi ko… ang masasabi ko lang I don’t think… this is not the right time na magkaayos kami… if GOD wants us to be friends again… sya mismo ang gagawa ng paraan… but sad to say I don’t believe in God anymore!”

Ngayon, kung tatanungin uli yan sakin ng mga kaibigan ko… yan pa rin ang sagot ko.
At tsaka matagal ko ng kinalimutan na may isang JAY JEROME BUCE akong naging best friend!

Wow! Sa loob ng 3 taon ngayon ko lang nalabas lahat ng sama ng loob sa nangyari. Dati dati… if ever na napaguusapan yang issue na yan… pahayap lang ako magkwento… pero… since gusto ko ng kalimutan lahat ng nangyari at malapit na rin akong mawala sa mundong to… I think… it’s the right time na sabihin ko na yung lahat ng sama ng loob ko about that incident.

-prue_taz-

(copy/paste from my multiply)

my salary

2007-10-21T08:27:00.000-07:00

i got my first salary last saturday .. and.. i was shocked... na mas mababa sa expected namin pero okay na yun... kaysa sa wala... diba?
what did i do with my money?... well,me and my 2 sister-in-law is planning to treat my parents on SEASIDE/DAMPA (baclaran) cause last october 15 was my parent's anniv. so.. we decided na mag share share kaming tatlo. then the rest of my money (as if marami pang matitira sa sahod ko diba?) eh... allowance ko for 2 weeks and bayaran yung utang ko sa dad ko. Kasi... last tuesday... i bought 2 slippers.. (happy feet and a saled slippers from Xxtra). kaya... saktong sakto lang talaga yung nakuha kong salary.
By the way, my mom noticed last tuesday na since I started working naging kuripot na ko... hahaha... kasi... nagbabaon na ko ng food which i didnt do... when i was in school... "sa talang buhay ko... di talaga ako nagbabaon ng food"... then when it comes to shopping... kung anong pinakamura... yun ang bibilin ko... not like before.. basta nagustuhan ko...ill grab it and swipe my card... hahaha...
do you think na nababawasan na ang pagiging shoppaholic ko?

Hinaing ng isang babae...

2007-08-18T00:02:00.000-07:00

this blog should be in my friendter account but i decided to put this here to avoid............

wala lang trip ko lang mag post ng blog... hehehe...nakakamiss na kasi mag post ng blog dito

well, gusto nyo ng update about sa wala kong kwentang buhay? uhmm.. ganun parin... marami paring kinikimkim na sama ng loob.. sabi ng iba.. napakasayahin ko.. lagi akong tumatawa.. hindi nila alam... sa likod ng bawat ngiti at hagikgik ko... eh katumbas nun eh lungkot at hinagpis... (ano daw?.. ang drama ko na naman)... cenxia... walang mapag buntungan ng hinaing eh. kundi ang pagsusulat sa mga ganito...

about sa career as a pharmacist? nuh!.. wala ng maasahan sa akin.. ayoko na... hirap na ko.. alam nyo naman siguro kung bakit diba! gusto ko na ng bagong buhay.. gusto ko...yung gusto ko yung gagawin ko.. AYOKO NG DINIDIKTAHAN AKO! kung ayoko mag take ng board AYOKO! yun lang naman gusto kong sabihin eh.. kaso... parang ayaw ng mga tao ko sa paligid (SHIT! tumutulo na luha ko).. ipinagsasabi pa nila... na mag tatake ako this january... tapos in case na hindi ako pumasa... puro negative feedback ang maririnig ko sa kanila....at tapos…. Pag may nagtatanong about sa board ko… parang ikinahihiya nila ako! ANONG KLASENG BUHAY TO!…
ngayon… tapos na ko ng MT…gusto ko ng kalimutan ang pagiging pharma.. mas masaya ako sa MT… at sana… eto na yung tamang landas.. para sa akin.

one week to go

2007-07-04T13:27:00.000-07:00

one week na lang and my ojt is finish...sa wakas!

i hope after ng ojt makahanap na ko ng work. gusto ko na magwork... at kumita ng sariling pera.
ang dami dami kong plano para sa sarili ko... this year kaya.. i need money. hehehehehe.

so far.. ayos naman ang ojt ko..medyo bingi parin ng konti..lolz.. medyo marami pa kasi akong flagging.
pero nag iimporve na naman ako.. dati dati nasa 70% ang qa ko ngayon 80-89% na ang accuracy ko.

diba.. siguro by next week.. 90% na. (wish ko lang).

o sya gtg na its already 5am at di pa ko natutulog. bye bye

A busy weekend

2007-05-06T06:46:00.000-07:00

April 27-29 , 2007
last friday afternoon... umuwi kami ng province kasi my mom had a HS reunion...and ihahatid namin yung 2 cousin ko at last reason... eh.. para...magswimming..halos isang taon na kasi ako di nakakaligo sa nawawalng paraiso...
saturday monring (april 28) around 9:30am.. nagpahatid na kami sa dad ko... sa resortkasama ko magswimming yung 5 kong pinsan and my 2 uncle. grabe..ang saya saya.. kahit ako lang ang katandaan... samin..kasi most of my cousin na kasama ko eh... magkakasingtanda...ako lang talaga yung oldie except for my 2 uncle na hindi naman nag swimming.. binantayan lang nila yung mga gamit namin... hehehe...at tsaka sila yung nagluto ng lunch namin. natapos kami mag aalas kwatro na ng hapon.. hehehe.. kaya medyo sunog ang mukha ko nung umuwi kami ng bahay... hehehe.. sulit na sulit yung 70 pesos na binayad namin sa resort.. hehehe..after namin nagswimming... pumunta kami sa bahay ng unlce ko.. na parang.. inakyat ko ang isang bundok..sa sobrang tirik ng daanan.. (well.. bundok naman talaga yung lugar... kaso.. nasa paanan sila ng bundok.. hehehe)sa sobrang pagod namin sa pag akyat... nakaubos kami ng apat na balot ng pancit lucban.. hahaha..ang sarap kasi eh...
5pm na kami nakauwi ng bahay... sa sobrang pagod lahat kami platda... sa kama...at masasakit ang katawan... lalo na ko..kasi naman.. pinagtulungan ako ng lima kong pinsan sa pool... meron sa likod..sa dalawa kong brasoat meron rin sa paa.. kamusta naman diba.. ginawa nila akong salbabida... hahahaha..halos lahat nga ng tao sa poolsamin nakatingin.. at pinagtatawanan kami... hahaha... around 12am.. nagising ako.. sa sobrang init... yun pala... nilalagnat ako..pero di ako uminom ng gamottinatamad kasi akong bumangon eh.. pero nung mga ala una na ng umaga.. di ko na matiis... uminom na ko ng dalawang paracetamol.ayun.. nakatulog ako... ng mahimbing... nagising na ko... mga 6am na. kailangan maaga gumising kasi.. ang oras ng agahan samin... 6am... (ewan ko sa lola ko kung bakit 6am kami kumakain... ng agahan.. basta pagnadun ako sa province.. dapat 6am gising ka na para kumainkung inaatok ka pa after kumain.. matulog ka na lang uli.. ang importante... sumabay ka mag agahan)..medyo strict ng konti ang lola ko when it comes to that.well nasan na ba ako...
at 8 in the morning my dad told me to pack my things kasi aalis na kami papuntang manila. after mag impake at bumili ng mga pasalubong sa mga naiwan sa manila... kami ay lumarga na... hehehe...grabe pagod ko.. akalain mo.. nakatulog ako sa byahe...mga 1 na kami nakarating sa manila... di naman trafficnagstop over lang kami sa SLEX para mag lunch time...grabe ang sarap ng CRAZY CREPE...try nyo minsan kumain dunsulit yung 90 pesos nyo sa crepe nila... ang problema lang hindi sya nakaplate naka cone.. kaya medyo mahirap kainin... hehehe...pero masarap.
sandali lang pahinga ko ng araw na to.. after namin dumating... pumunta naman kami sa 96th bday ng lola ko. ang malupit pa dun... bigla akong hinila at sinabihan ng pinsan ko na ako daw ang magbabasa ng 2nd reading.. kamusta naman yun diba..sa dami dami ng apo ng lola ko... ako pa.. tsaka alam naman nila na hindi na ko catholic...im a ***** na... hehehe...(naku pag nalaman to ng nanay at lola ko.. baka itakwil ako at sunugin lahat ng libro ko).
okay naman yung party ng lola ko...kumain lang naman kami wala kasi gumawa ng program halos lahat kasi kaming magpipinsan busy.. kaya mass at kainan lang ang nagawa. mag aalas dyis na ng gabi nung makakita yung pinsan ko na parang may sunog sa katabing village.nagkukulitan pa nga kami eh.. sabi namin.. wala yun..nag bbq lang yun ng bahay... yun pala... totoo yun.. kaso ang nakakatawa pa nun...yung mga taga barangay nasa amin kasi kamag anak namin yung captain.. hindi nila alam.. na may sunog pala... so syempre... lalaki...di maiiwasan na uminom siguro mga 10:30 na nila nalaman na may sunog... ang mas malupit dun... 30 minutes na yung sunog wala pang bumberong dumadating... hehehe.. kinabukasan... nabalita sa tv patrol...
ang daldal ko no!... medyo mahaba ba? pag pacenxiahan nyo na.. ko.. minsan lang naman to eh...gusto ko lang ishare yung mga nanyari sakinlast weekend...

WITCH EB - 4

2007-05-04T14:21:00.000-07:00

last april 9, 2007 we have a witchie EB in Glorieta. syempre... ako ang nag organize... sad to say 5 lang kami naka attend at kami kami pa rinrin ang mga umattend (gerlie, denise, xtine)...for nico... the only guy member na umaattend sa EB.
the meeting time is 11am in glorieta.. kaso.. filipino... sila... ano ba ang inaasahan mo filipino when it comes to time.. syempre LATE... hahaha... ang aga aga pa naman namin ni denise.
by the way before i went to glorieta with my cousin (arman) sinundo ko muna sa xtine sa gateway.. kasi hindi niya alam yung papuntang glorieta... ang usapan namin 10am kami magkikita kaso.. minalaswalang bumibyahe ng lrt nung araw na yun ( idunno why)... kaya medyo nalate si xtine. i think around 11am na kami naka aalis sa gateway.
SM MAKATI: uhmmm (mall tour ba ire... una gateway then sm makati naman)...kaya naman kamidumaan ng sm makati para sunduin si SPECIAL GUEST kuno... hahaha.ng di nila alam si denise lang naman yun... hahaha... (did you notice... taga sundo ako ng mga members ng witch..hahaha.. una si xtine then si denise..lolz)
GLORIETA: the meeting place... we arrived in glorieta i think... almost 12nn. we called gerlie.. and force her to join us...sabi namin sa kanya..."makonsensya naman sya kasi inuubos namin yung load namin para langmakausap sya sa phone" ang di nya alam.. payphone lang ang gamit namin...(di ko na nga matandaan kung ilang piso ang naihulog ko sa payphone na yun eh.. buti na lang piso per minute sya... hahaha).then after namin tawagan si gerlie... kinukulit na namin si nico... sa text kasi ang sabi nya..malalate sya.. 12 nn daw sya dadating...grabe! ang di pala namin alam.. yung 12 nn nyang yun eh 2pm na samin.kamusta naman diba... hinintay namin sya ng katagal tagal... hahaha.. pero worth it naman eh kasi nagsaya naman kami.nag ikot kami sa glorieta... kasi di namin mahanap yung foodcourt... (mga low baget kasi kami kaya food court lang hahaha)nagpicture picture... habang kumakain... then.. nag timezone na kami...
TIMEZONE: we played some videogames (teka videogames ba yung baril barilan.. hahaha... dawn of the dead ata yung larong yun)gerlie and i... played the dawn of the dead... while denise driving a car (ewan ko kung anong car yun... hahaha)then.. nico.. palyed the TIME CRISIS 4.. sana kasali ako dun.. eh.. kaso.. di pa ko masyadong expert dun.. hahaha.. kaya hinayaan ko na lang syang maglaro.. hehehe... si xtine.. naglaro rin.. ng shooting game.. with gerlie.uhmmm.. ano pa?... oh! i forgot ... we also played the IQ ek ek na yan.. basta yung may tanong paramihan kayo ng masasagot...then... nag videoke na kami... grabe hiyang hiya ako.. kasi di ako marunong kumanta...(pa humble effect)...lolzaround 6 in the evening we decided na tumigil na.. but before we leave the timezone... we take some group picture...
LANDMARK: sinamahan namin si denise sa landmark para bumili ng food for her pet... (bunny and cat ata yun)while going to landmark.. may sumitsit samin... hahaha ang liit nga naman ng mundo...akalain mo... nakita pa ko ng kamag anak ko dunbuti na lang... nakapag paalam ako ng maayos sa dad ko and kasama ko si arman.. hahaha.. kundi patay ako.. lolzafter we went to landmark.. we decided na umuwi na.. kasi masakit na paa ko.. at pagod na kaming lahat.
me and arman arrived in our house... i think past 9 na.
thats ol...
before i forgot... i was absent the next day.. because of my feet.. hahaha..i was wearing a happy feet all day kaya ang feet ko hindi naging happy(ikaw ba naman magsuot ng bakya...at mag mall tour sa apat na mall.. hahaha

FAMILY BONDING

2007-05-04T02:10:00.000-07:00

march 17, 2007

my family decided to celebrate my moms birthday in los banos laguna.

we rented a private pool... for 1 day...
masaya naman... my nephew ang niece enjoyed swimming.. nakakatuwa silang tignan...
while they're playing in the pool. muntik pa nga malunod yung niece ko.. caoz she jump in
the adult pool.. ng walang salbabida.. hahaha... buti na lang her dad saw her.. and grab her hand.

masaya kaming lahat.. kahit papano.. nagbonding kaming buong family...once in a blue moon lang kasi
kami lumabas ng ganito...we usually eat lang sa restaurant pag may occasion kaya.. i was so happy
na nagkaroon kaming time para dito.

Britney's comeback?

2007-03-10T21:13:00.000-08:00

oh!.. i read the news from the yahoo! music that Timberland wants to rescue Britney Spear's career.

As you know that Timberland is the one responsible in the come back of Miss Nelly Fortado (who sing "im like a bird"). so kung natulungan nya si Nelly Furtado i think she can help britney too... (mas sikat naman ata si britney kaysa kay nelly)

"He thinks that Britney' career is woth salvaging so he is willing to help her. His plan is to make a single for the singer with his ex-bf Justin timberlake. the question is... IS BRITNEY WILLING TO WORK WITH JUSTIN again?...

MY COMMENT: well for me.. if she's really a professional singer.. i think she should take the opportunity. cause for all the crazy and scandals she did this past few months.. i dont think... people will love her as like before. THIS IS HER LAST CHANCE to save her career.

4 more modules to go

2007-03-10T20:25:00.000-08:00

i miss posting in my blog... hehehe.. its been 2 weeks since i post here.. well nothing new happen to me this past few weeks... im still alive, eating and always on the mall after my school.

well im here just to tell you guys that i already finish my 2 modules for my MT course... 4 more modules ill be a medical transcriptionist and find a job. hehehhe masyado ba kong mabilis mangarap? lolz...

last thurday we have a final exam...in medical terminologies. i go 84.5% in the exam.. but im not satisfieed in my grade cause i dont sleep for 1 1/2 days for that exam... i review all the thing he said to us.. the medical acronym/abbrevation, the prefix/suffixes and the anatomy and physiology... tapos ang ibibigay nya lang sa exam is.. the bones and the genito-urinary system... waaaaaaa.... sayang ang puyat ko... ang nakakaasar pa dun... di ko masyadong nareview ang genito urinary system because im so... so.. tired... and sleepy. well di na pwedeng ibalik ang nakaraan.... maybe it happens for a reason.. lolz.

by monday (tom.) its my first day in my next module which is the English... hahaha.. patay ako sa subject na to...may orientation teacher said to us that our englisg subject is not the common english... mas malala daw dun... hehehe.. i wonder whats the difference of the basic english sa subject namin ngayon... hahahaha

well its time to end my blog...

thanks for reading my blog!

i shouldn't read those mails

2007-02-24T05:20:00.000-08:00

--- im checking my friend email add today... while checking her account...
something...caught in my attention...its one of her old message from her old friend.
i click it... (in short na attempt akong buksan ang yung message kahit alam kong...mali yun)
when i read the message.... napaiyak ako... di ko ini-expect na someone is saying this to my friend before she/he died.
this is the exact line she said to joie
"Dont worry you pathetic spoilt bitch, ill be dancing on your grave, the sooner the better! I have better friends than you, you are nothing to me, i took pity because you were dying, nothing more. "
---this is her last message to joie.. and joie....didn't reply anymore to her.

grabe!... i was schocked... i know whats the reason why the person is mad at joie...pero.. she/he doesnt need to say that... masyado na atang... NEVERMIND...

to joie: wherever you are... i just want to say sorry for reading your message.. i dunno why i did it. i never read any personal message of my friend.... in their account.. pero... something... i cant explain.. why i read it.im really really sorry.. hope you forgive. by the way... 7 more years magkikita na tayo... hehehe

miss you and i love you!

2007-02-11T04:38:00.001-08:00

grrrr... i was absent for 3 days because of a pus in my thigh.i can't walk straight because everytime i try to walk...my pus is bleeding. so my parent told me not to attend my classes hanggat di ko pa kaya maglakad ng maayos. Medyo mahaba kasi ang nilalakad ko at umaakyat pa ko ng overpass pag pumapasok ako.. tapos 3rd floor pa yung room.
i remember my two brother always have pus...nung mga 23 y/o sila... lagi ko nga sila niloloko eh... kasi.. kakatapos lang ng isa.. meron na naman...now... bumaliktad na ang mundo.. my 2 brother always tease me..everytime they see me... sinasabi nila.. meron pa daw kasunod yan... 13 pus daw tutubo sakin..kasi ganun rin yung sa kanila... grabe.. ayoko ng ganung kadami.... ang sakit sakit kaya... lalo na pag pinipisil...ang sakit...
tom... monday na.. balik school na ko..my friend told me that we have a practical test.. a very long practical test.. kaya eto ako..kinakabahan.... di ko kasi.. makabisado yung.. muscle ng body.. nahihilo ako.. nakakalokang basahin at bigkasin..nakakabulol... hahaha..
well its time to end my blog.. medyo mahaba na.. tapos wala pang kwenta.. hahaha...
so long...

BLESSED BE!

my 206 bones...

2007-02-03T13:29:00.000-08:00

last thursday we have a quiz in my anatomy... we need to named all the bones in our skeletal. its okay to have a quiz...but... my only problem is the grading system...of our quiz... if you have 1 mistake or... you forgot to name just ONE (1) bone..your score is automatically ZERO... and if you named all the bones you have a perfect score of 10...in short... all or nothing ang... system....waaaaa...

im the 2nd student called... and i start naming it from head to toe... but... my professor told me that... i forgot 1 bone.. and its the.. smallest bones and its loacated in the ear. F*cking Sh*t... i dont know that.. as far as i remember.. he never mentioned it.. and write it in the board.. but my prof insisted that he wrote it and mentioned it to us... (tinuro pa nya kung saan nakasulat...and scan my classmate lecture notes... to verify it)
pero di ko talaga matandaan... after a minute i said i give up.... Sh*t!... beause of that St*p*d smallest bone na yan.. my score is... ZERO...grrrrrrrr...nakakaasar.. nakakadepress...grrrrrrr....

this coming monday... our lesson is joints... i wish di na ganun ang... system.. mas mahirap kasi... mahahaba ang... name ng joints... its a combination of two bones... ang name... hehehe...

~back to school~

2007-01-30T03:56:00.000-08:00

well... yesterday is my first day in my new school... so far.. its okay... my first module is medical terminologies...medyo madali naman sya... kasi nasa system palang kami... kaso ang nakakagulat ang mga rules ng prof namin... hahaha.. kasi right minus wrong...tapos ang quiz... namin.. after lection and we need to memorize... 100 terminologies a day.. (diba kaloka?)... pero i think i can handle it.. sanay na naman ako dahil ganyan rin ang ginagawa ko nung college.. buti nga ngayon.. 100 terminologies lang.. nung college ako... 3 short bond paper... na naka 2 column pa.. tapos font 11 pa ata yun.. diba mas kaloko nung college ako.

tom.. is my third day... sabi ni prof.. we have a practical test about the movements of our body.. kakatuwa nga eh.. kasi... ang dami daming movements ng katawan iisa lang ang tawag.. si flexion, extension, abduction.. adduction etc... kaya medyo nakakalito... tapos.. after practical... SKELETAL SYSTEM na kami... ayan na.. magsisimula na masira ulo ko uli.... hehehehe...

_end of message_

RELAXING DAY

2007-01-14T05:35:00.000-08:00

sa wakas.. nakapag relax din ako.. kahit papano...

kahit walang ginagawa maghapon kundi matulog.. manood o kaya makipagkwentuhan sa tambay...

sa labas...masaya.. at least... wala akong iniisip na problema...walang sumisigaw pagkagising ko at higit sa lahat...walang nagdidikta kung ano dapat kong gawin sa sarili ko. at meron pa palang isa... walang nagtatanong sakin tungkol sa board exam ko.

diba ang saya.. ang sarap ng independent...

yun lang... hehehehe

~prue~

just want to....

2007-01-05T17:08:00.000-08:00

hey! i already have a multiply account...

so.. if you have time.. visit my account

and

if you have account there too.. please add me.. to your contacts...

here's the add...

http://pruep3anne.multiply.com/

thank you....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2006-12-31T19:42:00.000-08:00

.... 2006 had end... and now.. a new year has began...

ano kaya ang mangyayari sakin this 2007... last year.. medyo di maganda ang nanyari sakin... but im so thankful na kahit ganun eh medyo nakaya ko ang mga bagay bagay na di inaasahan...

like... school problems, health, some family issue and of course... ang BOARD EXAM ko..which make me depressed for almost... 6 months... hahaha...

wish this new year.. well.. i wish fully recovered na ko.. sa depression ko.. a good health.. (because... everyday... sumasama ang pakiramdam ko.. and yung mga colloids ko sa likod.. waaaaaaaaa...lumalaki na.. i need a surgical operation.. this year.. and i think i have goiter.. pero parang di goiter.. hahaha... ewan ko..tinatamad akong magpacheck up eh..) i also wish... na makatulog na ko ng mas maaga this year... and i hope tama na ang pinili kong landas...

this year.. im starting a new life... by going back to school again... (at sana.. this is the right course for me)
and i decided na hindi na ko mag tatake ng board exam this year...

ay.. mahaba na pala... blog ko.. kakaktuwa naman.. ngayon lang ata ako nag post ng mahaba...lolz...

WELCOME YEAR 2007!

i need a rest... dont you think?

2006-12-28T04:17:00.000-08:00

hehehe...

why did i think of that...well.. this past few months...lagi na lang akong may backpain...and...
headache...ayoko naman mag pacheck up..because.. im afraid na sabihin mag pacheck ako ng blood..

waaaaaaa.... i hate... blood... at ayoko ng mga laboratory testing ek ek na yan...

so... what do you think.. do i need to rest.. or consult my doctor...

by the way... last year... i was rushed to the hospital because of angina... and since then... hindi na ko
nagpacheck up uli... hahaha (lagot ako sa doctor ko...)... i remember he told me to undergo...
a therapy.. after y board exam.. hahaha.. syempre ako mabait na bata... hindi sumipot...sa threapy...
lolz...

kakatakot pa naman yung doctor ko... sya lang atang doctor na longhair at may balbas... mukhang goons...
(just kidding doc)...

lolz

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2006-12-24T10:14:00.000-08:00

Wow.. christmas na naman...pero.. di ko ma feel na christmas.
medyo malungkot kasi di na naman complete yung family namin.

yung older brother ko.. may work buti na lang...yung sister in law ko
and my nephew and niece pumunta at sumabay samin kumain ng noche buena.

my 2nd brother naman.. sa mga mother in law nya nagcelebrate ng christmas kasama yung isa ko pang pamangkin.

sana naman sa new year kumpleto na kami...

pero.. okay na rin yung ganito.. kasi last year... 3 lang talaga kami.. my mom, dad and me...

kakalungkot at kakapagod...pag kaming tatlo lang.. kasi wala akong katulong sa pag ayos at paglilinis.. at samahan mo pa ng pagluto.. buti na lang.. yung PACHAM kong niluto.. nagustuhan nila.. hahaha

*Pacham means.. pachambahan ang luto....lolz

its joie's 40 days...

2006-12-24T09:51:00.000-08:00

That which belong's to fellowship and love,
that which belongs to the Circle,
remains with us
the wheel turns,
As life is a day so our sister
has passed into night.
nothing is final,
and we who remain behind
know that one day we will once again share
the bread and wine with our sister.
Oh Blessed Spirit, we bid you farewell,
for you await a new destiny.

Merry Christmas to you Joie...

hope you like my gift for you (picture natin)

9 more days.. X-mas na

2006-12-16T05:25:00.000-08:00

Im so excited...this coming x-mas... kasi nakabili na ko ng gifts for my 2 nephew and to my inaanak.

i went to SM this morning... after i enrolled in St. augustine. Buti na lang may natira sa tuition ko... hahaha..

may discount kasi ako... kaya tuwang tuwa ako magshopping kanina.

Grabe ang daming tao sa mall.. wala pang taxi kaya nagpasundo ako sa dad ko.. ayun... medyo galit.. kasi...

ang hilig hilig ko daw mag SM... at magpagabi... tapos.. papasundo pa...hahaha...

kasalanan ko ba... eh wala naman taxing available sa mall... nag aagawan nga sila eh..kaya nagpasundo na ko.

hay!....grabe kapagod...ang sakit sa paa.. pero masaya naman ako.. kasi... nakapagshopping ako...kahit cd lang ang nabili ko... hehehe

o sya.. sa x-mas na uli...

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

ask your p'rents to gie you money- my friend said... grrr

2006-12-09T20:02:00.000-08:00

grrrr... nakakaasar... napaka kitid ng utak ng friend ko... she text me today.. and said...

"Mukhang di ka nagpaparamdam ah.. dahil malapit na siguro pasko.. pinagtataguan mo siguro si kyle" (her son na inaanak ko)

and i said to her... " nope!, wala lang akong pera.. pang load... and busy lang ako maging yaya ngayon"

aba ang gaga.. ang reply sakin " bakit di ka humingi sa parents mo.. nagiisa ka naman girl at bunso ka.. they need to give you money no!"

langya.. tarantado sya.. kala ba nya... ganun kadaling magkapera... kala nya napaka yaman namin..
kaya kahit isang hingi ko lang.. bibigyan na...ko...

nakakaasar.. bwisit sya...

Christmas...

2006-12-06T20:44:00.000-08:00

when i was still a kid x-mas is one of my favorite holidays

WHY?

well cause i recieve lots of money and gifts form my uncles, auntie, grams, my ninong and ninang and of course MR. SANTA ( lolz)

now is x-mas is near... parang di ko na sya favorite.. one of the hatest na ata sya...

WHY again?

well kasi baligtad na ang panahon ngayon.. wala na kong natatanggap na gifts kasi ako na ang auntie at ninang and sometimes santa ng mga pamangkin ko.

aside from my pamangkin and inaanak... nandyan ang mga friends and cousin ko.
nahihiya kasi ako kasi.. most of them meron regalo sakin tapos ako wala.

ang dami dami kong naiisip na ideas kung anon gift ang maganda but my big problem is I DONT HAVE A MONEY. di kasi ako nakaracket ngayon eh. kaya walang wala ako this month.

i wish umulan ng pera sa kwarto ko at ng makabili na ko ng gifts.

o sya eto muna

ADVANCE MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR

remember its better to give than to recieve

Insomia na naman ata ako

2006-12-01T00:42:00.000-08:00

grabe.. anong oras na ko natulog kanina 6am ata.

di ko alam kung bakit nakakinis kasi naman kung kailan gustong gusto ko na magpahinga at matulog
di ako makatulog. pagod na pagod ako kahapon because nag baby sit ako sa tatlo kong makukulit na pamangkin. oo nga masaya yun kaso grabe naubusan ako ng boses sa kakasaway at sumakit ang katawan ko
kakahabol at kakaharot sa kanila. lolz

dahil 6am na ko nakatulog di ako naka aattend sa meeting nami sa church hahaha... lagot na naman ako
kasi mula nung MAY di na ko umaattend hahaha...

o sya maya uli...

pansin nyo tagalog kasi tinatamad ako mag english carabao ngayon eh

hahahaha

why there are some people like this

2006-11-29T06:48:00.000-08:00

i knew a person who is so PLASTIC.

WHY?

well when the person she hates is infront of her or doing her a favor she say a lot of good things about that person but now... she's gone and dont want to help her oh! god... she said lots of lots of bad things.

well she's one of our family and i dont want to be so plastic to her (like what she did to ....) but i cant say
what i want to say because im sure... my mom will be mad at me.. and will tell me to SHUT UP... and she will yeld at me.. until i locked myself to my room.

ay naku.. di ko na alam sasabihin ko... im really mad right now.

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

2 more siggies...

2006-11-19T21:22:00.000-08:00

i live makin siggies today... i dunno why. i think im inspired today. Lolz

here's another sigs hope you like it.

these two r available... if you want it...

just leave a message in my tagboard. and dont forget to put some credits..

thank you!

MISS YOU MY FRIEND

in memories of Ms. Joelle Maxine Lindley

2006-11-19T05:53:00.000-08:00

i made a siggie of joie.. hope you like..

^ no owner

^ denise

^ no owner

^ mine

^ nicca

^no owner

feel free to use it... just remember to put credits.. thank you!

still trying to MOVE ON!

2006-11-18T09:16:00.000-08:00

oh! visit joie's friendster this morning i looked cassie's picture
SheS so cute and pretty like her mom.

how is she? is she looking for her moms hug and kiss. Oh! poor cassie di man lang nya nasabing
MOM I LOVE YOU

waaa im crying again.

i gtg i cant continue my blog anymore. see you tomorrow

by the way..hereS some photoS of JOIE

^ she looks like an angel in this picture

the day after the shocking news....

2006-11-17T08:16:00.000-08:00

Im okay... i think?... well i spend all my day... printing joie's picture and making a 4 pages... little scrapbook in my photo album. i enjoyed making it, i feel she's beside me and helping me doing it.
in the afternoon.. i light a candle again in our rooftop and say a little prayer.

HereS the scrapbook i make it includes...

AndieS eMaIL

the ShOcKinG lEtTeR

A litte MeSsAgE

a collection of her pHoToS

the ShOcKiNg LeTtEr

2006-11-16T02:46:00.000-08:00

im really sorry and regretful to say this but joie's already gone.

now please dont cry, please don't get upset and everything and please do tell your friends to do the same thing.

joie's last wish before she died was to let the forum continue to be a heppy one and she doesnt want each of you to grieve her loss or something.

i even didnt cry when she went away last night as it was what she told me.

she said i should accept it coolly and indeed i did.

so i hope itll also be the same with you.

joie wished that you shouldnt be sad in the forum and you should continue whatever activities you do there.

she doesnt want you to grieve or mourn her loss and even show it in the forum.

she said that you just have to think that she just went away for a while and will be back.

she asked me that you take care of her account there too

it's up to you on how to do it, but just take care of it

thank you so much for your concern. and i hope you will do what she wished.

well she died at about 7 pm last night. no tears, no everything. Shes just the same joie as she was alive

so i hope you'll still treat her the same from now on.

thanks a lot and i think i won't be able to reply from your messages anymore as im going back to new york tomorrow and i won't be able to check mails often.til here. thanks a lot!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

--- the letter that shocked and broke my heart today.

Gone but not forgotten...

2006-11-15T23:45:00.000-08:00

My friend is gone Im speechless and I dunno what I should feel right now

Am I happy or feel sad for her. Maybe I feel both

HAPPY because…she doesn’t suffer long… and I know She already accept the fact that shes going to die.

SAD becauseI lost one of my best friend

I shouldnt crybut I cant control it my tears start to fall down in my eyes…

Oh joie im so sorry if I didnt do one of your final wish but I will try and I will try to be normal person again

Thank you my friend for the happy, nonsense and sad memories you shared to me I love you and I hope to see you in the other world
BLESSED BE!.

Gone but my memories with you is not forgotten.

BORING & SAD DAY

2006-11-14T05:30:00.000-08:00

BORING: ...well..wala akong ginawa all day... i just watched the season 7 of charmed...and some elmo's world collection with my youngest nephew.

SAD: cause andie told me (joie's friend).. told me.. that she cried when she read my message... waaaaaaaa.... i didnt mean that... i just want to express... what i really feel about her situation.
she's one of my bestfriend.. and i dont want to loose another bestfriend...but i know i have to accept it.. cause.. its... god's choice...

A Message from a friend....

2006-11-13T07:35:00.000-08:00

hello! this is andie, joie's friend. joie's currently in the hospital now, receiving treatments. well i'm not sure if she'llbe better but let's just hope against hope.her condition is worsening and i think she's really gonna have it in no time. we're already prepared about it, i hope you are to.i'm really really sorry i but i cannot disclose any personal info about joie and i'm so sorry if you won't be able to talk to her on the phone.it's for the best, so that all of us won't be in so much pain anymore.thanks a lot anyway for your concer.

---my heart told me not to give up... but... i cant think positive anymore...after reading this message...lets just wait for the news.. to come...and hope it will be a good news...

TaKe My HeArT BaCK

2006-11-12T00:03:00.000-08:00

by Jennifer Love Hewitt

It will be alright
You said Tomorrow
Don't you cry
Don't you shed a tear
When you wake up
I will still be here
When you wake up
We'll battle all your fears
And now I'll...

Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore
I've cried my eyes out
Oh, and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tears

Just a little more time was all we needed
Just a little time for me to see
Oh, the light that life can give you
Oh, how we get such a free
So now I'll...

Take my heart back
Leave your pictures on the floor
Steal back my memories
I can't take it anymore
I've cried my eyes out
Oh,and now I face the years
The way you loved me
Vanished all the tear

SHOCKING NEWS...

2006-11-11T23:21:00.000-08:00

I was shocked when I read the news…about my friend
SHE's in the hospital right now…because… of her leukemia…
We thought she was already OKAY after the bone marrow transplant last
September..but were wrong…what went wrong after that... i dont know...but...
I know she can survive in this…for the 2nd time cause
SHEs a FIGHTER AND SURVIVOR.
And I believe in faith…(sometimes)

I miss you my friend and always remember…

That WE LOVE YOU!

GET WELL SOON!

THANK YOU MY FRIEND

2006-11-10T19:44:00.000-08:00

Thank you my friend for being there for me.

I was down and out, no lower could I sink.

You were there to pull me back

And stand me on my feet.

You just held my hand,

No words did we speak.

You could hear my heart crying silently.

You were such a comfortAs you cried with me.

It seems from the start

There was a bond between us two.

When it comes to friends

No one will ever fill your shoes.

You were the only one

Who could make me laugh.

You were there, my friend,

To bring me back.

I just hope you know

What our friendship means to me.

And if you ever need some one

You can count on me

a BIG THANKS to... my friend NEYM!

2006-11-10T19:31:00.000-08:00

i want to say THANK YOU to my friend... for this wonderful... layout.. she made me...
grabe!... i was suprise..when i saw the dolphin...hehehe... ang cucute nila... hehehe
and the sounds...hehehe.. my favorite song...

thank you thank you so much...

I LOVE YOU my friend!....

iTs BeEn A wEeK...sInCe...

2006-11-10T03:28:00.000-08:00

it been 1 week... ng mag gagulo sa forum.. because of my stupid promise...

hay!.. buhay!... bakit ganun..kailangan ba lahat ng promise... dapat tuparin...

bakit ang mga politiko... pangako ng pangako... di naman natutupad...bakit ako.. na isa

lang simpleng tao...minsan lang mangako... ganito pa mangyayari sakin...

OUCH!.. yun lang nasabi ko... nung mabasa ko ung mga post... then i notice... my TEARS R FALLING sa sobrang sama ng loob ko.. di ako nakatulog.. buong araw...sa kakaiyak...

my parents and my sister in law ask me why... di ako makapagsalita... kasi... wala silang kaalam alam... sa personal kong buhay... i dont share my personal life with them... ewan ko ba kung bakit... maybe.. because... i have a TRAUMA SHARING WITH THEM... and im afraid of my mom...dont ask why... mahabang istorya....basta... ang masasabi ko lang is... "I HATE MY MOM when i was still young and i think UNTIL NOW".

back to the topic...

at ng dahil sa incident na yun i decided to leave the WITCH FORUM... kala... sa pag alis ko yung.. maayos ang problem.. but i was wrong... lalo pa atang lumala ang sitwasyon...their blaiming the girl...

kaya..last monday... after i talked to ate chamie (witch admi)... i decided to stay...para di na gumulo...and syempre... mamimiss ko rin yung mga friends....kong mga takas sa mental...

thats ol...

right now!... the girl.. is banned until nov. 15... i hope she's not mad at me... because of that...

to tell you the truth.. i didnt ask ate chamie... to banned her... she... violate the rules.... and she need to be punished.

thank you!...

50 qualities that show you are UNDOUBTEDLY PINOY

2006-10-17T11:35:00.000-07:00

1.You call the refrigerator “ref” instead of “fridge”.
2.At least one of your male friends is named “Jun”.
3.At least one of your female friends is named “Baby”.
4.You dip your pandesal into your coffee.
5.You cover your precious sala set with a plastic sheet.
6.You respond when somebody asks you to see your “cell” but are confused. when he or she says “mobile”.
7.Everybody older than you is your “Tito” or “Tita” even if they aren’t related to you
8.You have those giant fork and spoon from Baguio hanging on the dinning room wall.
9.You bathe using a tabo and timba.
10.You can buy butter from the neighborhood store in slices.
11.Your taxi has the name of family members written at the back.
12.You have a pair of slippers underneath your office desk.
13.You say “for a while” when somebody on the phone asks for somebody else.
14.You cover your mouth when you laugh.
15.Your child’s birthday cake is meant for display only during the party.
16.You mix your spaghetti with hotdogs and catsup.
17.You have a stack of imported canned goods in the cabinet which open only when there’s a visitors around.
18.You don’t bother to get the change from taxi fare.
19.You have a bleaching or skin-whitening soap in the bathroom.
20.You ask the bill from the waiter by making an outline of a square.
21.You squeeze into a jeep that’s siyaman daw but actually waluhan only.
22.You hang fauz tapestries from Saudi in your home of dogs playing billiard or getting drunk in a bar.
23.The names of your friends always an “H” in them: Bheng, Jhun, Mhercy, Jhong, etc.
24.The names of your other friends are repetitive: Len-Len, Bongbong, Jun-Jun, Din-Din, Bing bing etc.
25.You invite your guest “kain tayo” even if you don’t want them to.
26.You say “C.R” instead of “toilet”, “washroom" or “comfort room”.
27.You talk about how sickening politicians are but you proudly tell others who you will vote for .during elections.
28.You hang a rosary on your vehicle’s overhead mirror.
29.You have a family member or relative in the States.
30.Your candidates believes he or she was cheated when he or she loses.
31.Your number one dream is to go States.
32.You use the title “Xerox” instead of “photocopy”
33.You block off a portion of the street in front of your house when you hold a debut or some party.
34.You place a handkerchief over your head when it rains.
35.You want to give your seat to a standing woman inside a crowded bus but you don’t because you’re too shy to do it.
36.You need to address others by their titles such as "Attorney”, “Architect”, “Engineer”, “chairman”, etc. instead of the plain and simple “Mr.”
37.You always bring home buko pie after your excursion to laguna.
38.You always get a set of glass bowls or glass cups during wedding.
39.You have a maid or helper in the house.
40.Your plate or glass is inverted as you sit down for mealtime.
41.You have one special dining table in your house that you use only when there are guest.
42.You have a Kris Kringle in your office every Christmas….
43.… and there’s always a gift description to give something “Long and Hard” to your Kris Kringle.
44.You have “Hotel California” and "Stairway to heaven” in your older tape collection.
45.You have all the diplomas displayed on the living room wall…
46.…and you have ton of photo albums under the living room table!
47.You have a pedicure even if you’re a guy.
48.You all look at the next person who enters while you’re riding a jeep.
49.You mix buko strips into your fruit salad. 50.You dream of having a high-paying Job abroad.

^---VACATION---^

2006-10-14T18:00:00.000-07:00

^one of my boring days... hehehe

It’s been two months since I didn’t post anything here in my Blog.
I’ve been in my province take some time to relax and start a plan for my future.
I went to Tayabas, Quezon with my grams… last October 8 at first… I feel bored… but after week… and another week… I don’t feel bored… cause I always went to mall with my cousin. I bought toys for my entire cousin. They’re all happy with my gifts and of course I bought some books, magazine from the bookstore and bags…

5 days before the fiesta in our province my uncle called me and ask if I want to visit them in Bicol… I said yes so the following day… my auntie fetches me. We arrived their 6:00 in the morning… grabe! Ang haba ng biyahe para akong nagbiyahe mula manila to baguio 5 hrs ang biyahe… tapos zigzag pa…kakahilo…
After a 1 hour sleep my uncle ask me if I want to visit their store in the market and after that visit my cousin john…whose is sick…

Morning of Sept. 29… I go back to tayabas…with my 2 uncles… grabe! Ung mga bayan na nadaan naming… all of the trees sa bundok… putol… and their houses have no roof… kawawa naman sila… then wala pang electricity… dahil halos lahat ng poste bumagsak..
Grabe ang pinsala na ginawa ni bagyong MILENYO…

J.K. Rowling Drops Hints About Final Harry Potter

2006-08-06T09:47:00.000-07:00

NEW YORK — Someone should have slipped J.K. Rowling a bit of Veritaserum before her reading Tuesday night at Radio City Music Hall. Perhaps then Harry Potter fans could have gotten a better sneak peek at what's to come in the much-anticipated Book Seven.

Though the reclusive author refrained from giving too many spoilers, she did reveal a little bit about the next and final book of the series during a Q&A session that night and a news conference earlier that morning.

"I think some people will love it, and some people will loathe it," she said. "I'm well into writing it now. To an extent, the pressure's off, because this is the last book, so I feel quite liberated. It's fun in a way that it hasn't been before, because I'm finally doing my resolution. There's still a lot to find out and expand on, and I will probably leave some loose ends, but there won't be a Book Eight. I've plotted [the series] out, and I'd run out of plot if I pushed it past there. Sorry."

Rowling made her first U.S. appearance in six years as part of a two-night star-studded event called "An Evening with Harry, Carrie, & Garp," which also featured readings from "Carrie" author Stephen King and John Irving to benefit Doctors Without Borders and the Haven Foundation.

Kathy Bates introduced King by jokingly referring to her infamous role in the film incarnation of King's "Misery": "I am his number-one fan."

Jon Stewart introduced Rowling, saying he was there because he has kids: a 2-year-old son and a 5-month-old daughter. "[My daughter's] been in line for the new 'Harry Potter' for the last three months," Stewart said. "We miss her terribly, but I want that damn book."

The readings, which continue Wednesday night, drew a crowd of 6,000 the first night, raising a quarter of a million dollars. Fans from all over the world showed up, including one who flew in from China. Both King and Irving acknowledged that Rowling was the real draw, joking that they were her opening acts, to which she responded, "That's like being told the Beatles and the Stones are opening up for you!"

Whoopi Goldberg, who emceed the show, said Rowling, King, and Irving should have been brought together long before: "If just one boy from Hogwarts had asked that poor girl — you know, the one from the prom? — out on a date, it would have saved a lot of grief. I'm just saying." Then again, she attributed the screams in the audience to King fans whispering to Rowling fans, "Harry's going to bite it."

If Harry Potter's death were imminent, Rowling wouldn't say, although she joked that King's advice to her should be -— as she said in a witchy voice -- "Kill him."

"I don't always enjoy killing my characters," she said. "I didn't enjoy killing the character at the end of 'Half Blood Prince,' but I had been planning that for years, so I'd already done my grieving when it came time to write it."

Rowling did hint that Harry's archrival, Draco Malfoy, who was supposed to commit the murder but failed at the last moment, has a chance at redemption."Harry believes that Draco, even given unlimited time, would not have killed," she said. "But for Draco's future, you'll have to wait and see."

As for the future of Harry's best pals Hermione and Ron, Rowling hinted more romance was in the air for the would-be couple."

Hermione most likely wants to see the three of them alive, unscathed and Voldemort finished, but I think she also wants to see herself closely entwined with another person," Rowling teased. "I think you can probably guess." To cheers in the audience, she responded in disbelief, "There are people who wanted Harry and Hermione. They're still out there. Come on now."

Though Rowling said she was amazed at the relationship wars — the "gang warfare" between fans who want certain relationships to happen between characters — she doesn't need any more feedback about "weird couplings." "Jane Austen probably got less feedback," she joked.

Even though Rowling wrote the final chapter of the yet-untitled Book Seven back in 1990, and has steadily been working "towards the end I planned from the beginning," she acknowledged that she'd made some "fairly major changes."

"A couple of the characters I expected to survive have died, and one character got a reprieve," she said.

But she's not going to shy away from more death scenes just because "fans accuse me of sadism."

"I feel I'm toughening them up to go on to read John Irving's and Stephen King's books," she said. "They've got to be toughened up somehow. It's a cruel literary world out there. I'm doing them a favor!"

source: MTV ASIA.COM

i think i need a rest

2006-08-06T09:16:00.000-07:00

^ i need to rest for a while

the 1st reason why im leaving manila is my parents...who wants me to study/review for the board....but something happen...that makes me realize to go there and have some relaxation and... therapy...

well as you know... i have insomia.. and im afraid that something bad happen to me...like what happen to my........ so thats why i decided to go province and start to medicate myself...(self therapy). thats means... i need to sleep early...no computers... and a little of tv.

hope you my friends understand my situation... but im not totally leaving you... i just need to control myself in lot of things especially using a computer.

goodbye my friends.. hope i can have a chat with you when im online... usually i think im going online wed and saturday afternoon

BLESSED BE

COMING SOON MOVIEs II

2006-08-01T01:15:00.000-07:00

THE NIGHT LISTENER:
A psychological thriller that revolves around the celebrated writer and popular late-night radio show host, Gabriel Noone, who develops an intense relationship with a young listener named Pete and his adopted mother, just as his own domestic life is undergoing changes. When a troubling question arises regarding the boy's identity, it causes Gabriel's ordered existence to spin wildly out of control as he sets out on a harrowing journey to find the truth.

Showing on August 4 (limited)
i hope this will be shown here in manila...i really want to see this movie.
i think its an interesting movie.

PULSE
Imagine our wireless technologies made a connection to a world beyond our own. Imagine that world used that technology as a doorway into ours. Now, imagine that the connection we made can't be shut down. When you turn on your cell phone or log on to your e-mail, they'll get in, you'll be infected and they'll be able to take from you what they don¹t have anymore - life.

Showing on August 11

how u called a boyband who has a a gay member?

2006-07-28T10:49:00.000-07:00

i read the news yesterday morning and i was so shocked to read about an article.. that Lance Bass of NSYNC (which is my hatest boyband of all time) is GAY... yes heard ryt... he is gay... hahaha... his curent boyfriend is the amazing race winner in season 4...

i just wonder why... most of the boyband have a gay member.. first BOYZONE... stephen admitted to the public that he was gay in year 2000, then Mark feehily of WESTLIFE in year 2004... now... its lance bass.. hahaha... who do u think next..Howie D of BSB or Simon of Blue..

The Long goodbye

2006-07-26T13:06:00.000-07:00

I know they say if you love somebody

You should set them free (so they say)

But it sure is hard to do

Yeah, it sure is hard to do

And I know they say if they don't come back again

Then it's meant to be ( so they say)

But those words ain't pulling me through

Cos I'm still in love with you

I spend each day here waiting for a miracle

But it's just you and me going through the mill

(climbin' up a hill)

Chorus

This is the long goodbye

Somebody tell me why

Two lovers in love can't make it

Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?

No matter how hard I try

You're gonna make me cry

Come on, baby, it's over, let's face it

All that's happening here is a long goodbye

Sometimes I ask my heart did we really

Give our love a chance (just one more chance)

and I know without a doubt

I turned it inside out

And if we walked away

would make more sense (only self defense)

But it tears me up inside

Just to think we still could try

How long must we keep riding on a carousel

Going round and round and never getting anywhere?

(on a wing and prayer)

repeat chorus 3x

The long goodbye

This is the long goodbye

Someone please tell me why

Are you ever coming back again

Guess I'm never coming back again

this one of my favorite songs... and everytime i heard or play this song in my room
it really make me sad... hope u like it too..

A Wish

2006-07-26T12:20:00.000-07:00

The moon and Stars

are bright and

farJust like the distance

in our hearts

The sky seems so peaceful

I feel to pray

I pray to make it through

another day

The brightness in the moon

reminds me of your eyes

The twinkle in the stars

makes me want to wish upon

a star

Maybe together we can wish upon

that star

And that wish will grant our hearts to shine bright

and far

i notice that my tears starting to fall... NOT AGAIN...

2006-07-24T04:31:00.000-07:00

waaaaa... i heard my mom talking to my auntie in the phone last nyt... and they talking about me and my result...then im also talking to my classmate asking what happen to me... why im failed the exam... then i noticed something.... MY TEARS START TO FALL IN MY EYES.... i thought im okay... i thought im fully recovered on what happen to me... why im still feeling this way... daig ko ba broken hearted ah... its been 2 weeks.. and im still upset and depress... i want to forget the past... but someone always kept reminding me...

See No Evil: Movie review

2006-07-20T08:32:00.000-07:00

i watched this movie last monday...

my comment...

medyo nahilo ako sa story at nakatulog... sa panood ng movie... its boring..although medyo okay ung mga ways how the victim died....

simple story...and i think kane should take a class for acting... i dont like the his acting in that movie...

rate: 2 1/2 out of 5

by the way i realize he's the counterpart of Augenmörder

depress again..and i dunno the reason why

2006-07-20T08:08:00.000-07:00

im depress... and i dunno why?.. i dunno what the heck is happening to me... can somebody tell me... do i need to consult a doctor or what... do i need to take anti-depressant..or think of another way...

im afraid to go to the doctor... di ko ata matatanggap na schizo ako... hehehe...well im kinda schizo pero..di naman katulad ng mga tao sa mental no... i think too much... marami akong naiisip... and im afraid to think about my future...kasi opposite lahat ang nangyayari.... hay buhay...

der r tym na i blame god... why im still alive and why is this happening to me...

i think i should end this one... feeling ko lalo akong nadedepress...

hehehe...

Day pas...by

2006-07-17T10:28:00.000-07:00

^ hehehe...i look like a mental patient... trying to pop all the bubbles in the picture

Its my dad's 6oth birthday last sunday (july 6, 2005)... we have a simple celebration...

we hired a catherer, i made a birthday banner, my niece dance, and i drunk... hehehe...

diba simple lang... Well... we have lots of visitors..most of them r my relatives and my dad's

friends... the party started.. 5pm and it ends.. in 3am... thats why i didnt online last sunday... i really want to online but... my body...says i need to rest... coz i dont have sleep for i dunno...how many days... i forgot... i think..thursday...so if i count it...that would be 3 days... hehehe... one of the cause..well insomia is the main reason... second... i love posting in witch, charmed... and chat...hahaha.. people say im an ADDICT... well maybe their ryt..Im I-NET Addict...but im having fun in wat im doing...i remember my dad last saturday... he ask me "Kung may balak pa ko matulog?" my answer "meron pero ayaw akong dalawin ng antok tsaka nag sasanay ako mag night shift para pag nag apply ako call center okay na..." hahaha... he walk out...i dunno why he walk out maybe sa kapilosopohan ko..hahahaha...

well i think my blog is nonsense... hehehe...

COMING SOON MOVIEs

2006-07-15T13:06:00.000-07:00

lady in water...

Cleveland Heep, a modest building manager, rescues a mysterious young woman from danger and discovers she is actually a narf--a character from a bedtime story who is trying to make the treacherous journey from our world back to hers. Cleveland and his fellow tenants start to realize that they are also characters in this bedtime story. As Cleveland falls deeper and deeper in love with the woman, he works together with the tenants to protect his new fragile friend from the deadly creatures that reside in this fable and are determined to prevent her from returning home.

SHOWING: JULY 21, 06

Ant Bully

A 10-year-old boy embarks on a remarkable journey. New in town, friendless and tormented by a neighborhood bully, young Lucas Nickle has been taking out his frustration on the innocent ant hill in his yard. But one day the ants retaliate. Using a magic potion, they shrink Lucas down to ant size and sentence him to live like an ant in their colony. In this strange, new world, Lucas will learn important lessons about friendship, get a whole new perspective on life and ultimately find the courage to stand up for himself.

SHOWING: JULY 28, 06

so far un lang ang gusto kong movie na panoorin

The NUN

2006-07-15T12:16:00.000-07:00

Well... so far.. this horror movie is worth money than the movie... The Omen...

it a simple story.....An evil spirit Nun, using water as a conduit returns from the grave to “punish” the girls that used to bust her chops at the Catholic school she taught at.

some scene i like arms chopped off by an elevator (this scene is predictable...i know as the lady enters the elevator this will happen to her... i remember i said to myself... something will be chop in her body..its either her head, arm or feet), a slick beheading, an impaling, some blood and more! Could’ve been gorier but I appreciated what was there.

grabe! im not contented in my review today...lol

3 stars our of 5

my friend is back...

2006-07-13T18:26:00.000-07:00

^thats my friend JOIe^

my friend is back... yeepee... i and my co-witchies miss her so much... i think she's gone for almost a month... becoz she sick and she need to go to hospital for a medical... transplant... thanks god.... she survive she really a brave lady... and a survivor... too...

**Singing the Survivor song of DC**

hehehehe...

welcome back my friend and i miss you...

hope ur okay now....

luv you...

BAD DAY! or GOOD DAY

2006-07-13T08:27:00.000-07:00

well... for me its a both... its a good day becoz.. its raining... i love rain... hehehe.. umandar na naman ang pag kaka water lover ko...

bad... well becoz.. we dont have electricity this afternoon and dialtone since last nyt... kaasar... di tuloy ako makapag online...

wala ako magawa ng buong araw...ngaun kundi mag muni muni at manood ng mga patak ng ulan sa harap ng bahay namin... well... medyo nakakawala ng depression and stressed ang panonood ng ulan..try nyo...

Pirates Of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest

2006-07-12T23:03:00.000-07:00

i watched the movie yesterday even der's a storm... hahaha... pasaway ako eh... well..

my comment: The movie is great... Captain Jack is back... and he's so funny... the fight scene's of Captain Jack, William and the other one man... i forgot the name... is good too...ang ganda nag pagkakachoreo sa fight scene... aside from the fight scene... i like some of the effect...but the one thing i dont like is the ending ... coz jhonny depp died... waaaaaaa.... but her crew, william and elizabeth ask help to the seers to bring back captain jack... so... der's part 3 of this movie... and i cant wait to watch it...

and also i forgot to say.. William turner met his true father in the movie... and the reason why Captain Jack died becoz of elizabeth...

my rate: 4 1/2 stars out of 5..

punong puno ung cinema yesterday...so go to ur nearest movie house and watch this movie... di sayang ang pera nyo!

MY movie.. review...

2006-07-11T07:12:00.000-07:00

well lets start to Mandy Moore and Hugh Grant new movie title "American Dreams"

COMMENT: its a simple story... its only about a singing contest like american idol.. except... the only judge is Hugh Grant (Mr. Martin Tweed) at the same time he's the host of the show... at the end... of the story... Mr. Tweed die becoz of bomb... that was ment to kill the president of the united states... ang nakakaasar pa sa story.. is thatMandy Moore (sally) and Omer didnt won.... becoz people in the United state vote Chris Klein (Sally's BF) as the WINNER...

my rate: 3 stars out of 5

2ND MOVIE: THE OMEN

COMMENT: well i didnt finish this movie... becoz the movie is boring... the story is simple... julia stile and her husband which is assigned as the ambassador of great britain adopted a baby boy... when the boy turn 6 yrs old... on june 6, 2006 (o6/o6/o6)... the boy turns evil... the church said that boy is a son of devil...by the way this is a remake of the 1976 movie... thats ol...

my rate: 2 stars out of 5

3rd movie: Fast and furious: tokyo drift...

COMMENT: uhmm.. well this movie... is quite good like the 2 movies above...medyo okay... but medyo kulang pa ung tungkol sa cars... im not satisfied... that the only thing i can say

my rate: 3 1/2 stars out of 5

4th Movie: Underworld: evolution

COMMENT: I like the special effects of the movie... and a little of the story... i didnt finish the movie well not becoz its boring... its becoz... i need to do something... that day... pero the effects is good not like the 1st movie...

my rate: 4 stars out of 5

thats ol for now... next time na lang ung ibang movies...

Merci!

thanks to denise for correcting me in underworld

Depresssion stage

2006-07-11T06:01:00.000-07:00

im depress ryt now... why?... well becoz i didnt make it... i didnt pass my license exam... i know this is only my first take... i still have 2 chances... but i dunno... i feel so embarass and everyones is talking about me... i locked myself in my room for almost 1 day and a half... i spend 1 1/2 days watching movies and crying... hindi ko parin matanggap...

well.... medyo okay na ko ngaun... pero di pa fully recovered...im still depress... nililibang ko lang ang sarili ko... tru inet... i hope this will help me...